I’ll definitely, ALWAYS, prefer to get hit, be disappointed, recover, try again, give thousand opportunities more, be disappointed thousand times again by friends, family, say: real people, than to put that “pure” faith in a God that is as elusive as a shadow.
God is so ductile and malleable that you can do ANYTHING you want to Her/Him. No matter what, She/He will ALWAYS forgive you. Is it that it doesn’t hurt? Is it that it’s more pleasant? More relieving? What good is there in having faith in such an absence?
Meanwhile, we keep on killing ourselves.